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the earth, my butt, and other big round things   
08:16pm 31/08/2005
 
mood: content
isnt it amazing how you can see or hear or read something that doesnt pertain to your life AT ALL! and somehow, when you finish it, your whole life just seems to fall into place and all the trivial things you were worrying about dont really seem to matter anymore? ITS AMAZING I TELL YOU!

it just happened to me...i was reading this book (the title of my entry) and when i finished it, i was just kinda like, wtf? why am i spending so much time worrying about kyle and chelsea? seriously. constantly watching for him and waiting for him and wanting to be near him only to know that anytime i see him, he's going to be with chelsea. its like, i know that hes going to be with her, and i know its only going to hurt me more, but i do it anyway. its so stupid. i know that im not going to stop liking him overnight, and its not going to stop hurting right away. and i know that seeing them together in the halls will hurt everytime i see it, but now i feel like i can stop looking for him. and now i feel like i'll be able to move on finally. even though i know that he'll be holding her like he used to hold me, and kissing her like he used to kiss me, and tickling her like he used to tickle me, and smiling his smile that makes me go weak at the knees...im going to be able to deal. life goes on, the sun rises every morning, and the earth keeps turning. life isnt going to end because i didnt get what i wanted. books are amazing things. in the weirdest ways you can just...relate...to the characters in them and somehow, life falls into place.

plus now i really really really want to get my nose and/or eyebrow pierced. is that weird?

so with that said, and with my new 'revelation' i feel like i owe some people an apology...first, to abby, for being so tempermental this past week and for snapping at random moments. you are my BEST FRIEND and im so glad that you put up with my bullshit. id also like to apologize to lauren, kaitlyn, and kristin, because they had to hear about this whole thing the most after abby. seriously, thanks for putting up with all my woes and complaining. and last i want to apologize to my mom, because ive been in a bad mood with her lately. weird how a boy and the competitiveness inside yourself will cause you to hurt the people you love the most...

oh self-discovery, how do i love thee? let me count the ways...but let me start counting tomorrow, because i have homework to do tonight. later all, and sweet dreams...
 
     

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...   
08:29pm 25/08/2005
 
mood: crushed
i fucked it up again.
 
     

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school   
05:01pm 22/08/2005
 
mood: excited
music: sugar, we're goin down-FOB
so...tomorrow is the first day of school...weird...SENIOR YEAR! one more year in this hell hole, and then im done (mostly) with DRAMA! im so sick of teenage girls and all of their bullshit...which is why i am now the football manager and no longer a member of the dance team. i still love kaitbizzle, heather, and my darling, mi amor, beth, but i just dont want to deal with all of the bullshit that went along with dance anymore. but anyway...


school...enough said...time for THINKING! woot!





i would like to dedicate this entry to towner...who has made a reappearance in the land of LJ...and who is also my hero/fav person/twin. much love towner!
 
     

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back pains and football...ahh football   
03:26pm 17/08/2005
 
mood: grateful
music: dance, dance-fallout boy
BAH! my back hurts like hell! the doctorizzles think i tore a muscle in my back or something like that...i dont really care what happened, i just want it to stop hurting!

on a better note...FOOTBALL PRACTICE!!!! WOOT! how much do i love football? thats like asking how much do girls PMSing love chocolate...everyone should already know the answer to it. FOOTBALL IS GOD! (well, not really, but you get the gist of my love for football) anyway...im the manager/film lady/sexual favor provider (jk bout the last part) to our football team. i do love football. WOOT! it's a beautiful thing. it's me (one girl) surrounded by...a lot of boys. that's like, 50 guys to 1 girl. oh the wonder of ratios...taught by the king of math himself, steve mcwherter who is also god, in a math-sort-of-way. I FEEL JUST LIKE A KID IN A CANDY STORE! it's like...a can sample a little bit of him and him, and maybe i'll take a whole BIG CHUNK of him...and i'll leave the freshmen alone because they're probably a little sour...hehe...sigh, i love football.

on another note about football...THOSE DAMN RAMS! i will kill them all. do you realize that the bears, once again, have lost their quarterback due to injury??? AH! THIS BLOWS! i want grossman back...not only is he amazing, but he's also beautiful. bastard rams. they must die, along with the packers and the cowboys. and as long as we're talking about pro sports teams that must die...the cubs and yankees should die too. because they are also bastards and i hate them. MUAH HA HA HA!

cayla, i feel for you. i had to wear one of those gay ass neck braces. they suck balls! lucky me only had to wear it for 2 hours. but i know that i hope i never have to wear one again. it smooshes your face all up and makes it hard to talk and what not. I FEEL FOR YOU! and i love you...

alrighty...im done. only 6 more days until THINKING TIME! woot! i need brain food with the almighty math god himself...STEVE MCWHERTER! bring on calculus...i want it! FEED ME says my brain...




abby is my lover. you like it.
 
     

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parties, crap trap, the beach, etc...   
10:18am 30/07/2005
 
mood: wanna bark 4 me there chipper?
music: im not ok(i promise) my chemical romance
so yeah, im in southern cali (san diego to be exact) and ive been having a gay old time con mi familia...woot. second night here i went to una fiesta con mi hermana y prima...YO BEBO MUCHAS CERVESAS!!! and then i made a few (2) phone calls to alex and clennon. weird. let me tell you. i had never done that before and i wanted to experience it. there was this guy named dan who was 23 and he was coming onto me SO BAD...it was hilarious. he had the gayest tattoos i have ever seen in my entire life. so i just kept staring at them. i wanted to laugh at him...but i didnt know how to do it without being too obvious. because knowing me i wouldva started laughing and then i would have pointed at him and been like, your tattoos are so GAY! MUAH HAHAHAHAHAHA!

the story of my life...

anywho~i didnt think i'd be all missing alex and whatnot...WEIRD! that is all i have to say. i totally am missing abby-babby...hehe...and of course im missing mi amor, beth. whom all mi loco espanol is for. talk about spanglish...

well...im off to the beach. and you arent!!! and you are all jealous of me!!!!!! ok, maybe you arent, but we can pretend and that will make for a little bit more excitement in my life. beach time beach time lalalalalala!
 
     

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happy   
02:56pm 26/07/2005
 
mood: happy
music: helena-my chemical romance
soy muy emocionante!!!!!! (mi espanol es para mi amor, beth)

I'VE GOT A BOYFRIEND!!!! TRA LA LA LA LA!!!







im all giggly...weird.


but anyway...im leaving para vacaciones tonight. we drive to chicago and then tomorrow our plane leaves at like 8 in the morning for cali...BAH! i dont want to go...imma miss alex. (giggles) HA! so i'll be back in two weeks time. i know you all will miss me, but i will have my phone...so you can all call me!!! woot! or as abby says...PIMP TO THE MAX!
 
     

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this sucks....   
04:32pm 23/07/2005
 
mood: worried
music: the good fight-dark room notes
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!






...and i know you, you've got to
move on to feel real hunny
thats alright cuz when i,
turn out the light,
it feels like, i am
giving up the good fight.
 
     

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FISH!   
10:01pm 20/07/2005
 
mood: happy
music: fm static (new favorite from hunky ryan! lol)
i got a new fish con abby...i named him Albus Dumbledore. he's amazing and i love him. i actually sat in my room for an hour and watched him swim around in his little bowl while i imagined him making love to the plastic plant...sad, huh?
 
     

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this would be me   
01:41pm 05/07/2005
 
mood: nervouse...but kinda giddy
music: none

Really Long Survey (over 200)

Created by starsbleed2nite and taken 102721 times on bzoink!

What is your name?Kelli
Are you named after anyone?my middle name is for my aunt and grandmas...
What's your screename?mepixy2000
Would you name a child of yours after you?hell no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?probably something shitty...like bernard
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?idk...someone with pizazz
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?yeah...put a y at the end instead of an i
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?no, my last name is what makes me awesome, lol
Basics
Your gender:female
Straight/Gay/Bi:straight
Single?yeah
If not, do you want to be?
Birthdate:july 16
Your age:almost 17!!!!!!
Age you act:almost 17....but sometimes i act like a fourth grader
Age you wish you were:17
Your height:5ft 4 and 5/8 inches (i went to the doctor today)
Eye color:depends on my mood, sometimes blue, sometimes grey, sometimes green
Happy with it?depends on my mood
Hair color:who knows...it changes all the time. but right now its black
Happy with it?yeah
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:mostly righty, but ambidextrous i suppose
Your living arrangement:i live in mi casa con mi familia
Your family:madre, padre, hermana, y hermano
Have any pets?si, un gato un perro
Whats your job?i work in a bar...the philo tavern to be exact
Piercings?just ears, but i want bellybutton and nose
Tattoos?nope, but i want 3
Obsessions?earrings and underwear
Addictions?earrings and underwear...and music
Do you speak another language?si, yo hablo espanol un poco
Have a favorite quote?if life gives you lemons, make grape juice. then sit back and wonder how the hell you got grape juice! and what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
Do you have a webpage?negatory
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?sometimes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?mostly...ok, not really
Do you have any secrets?yeah. plenty of them
Do you hate yourself?when i do really stupid things
Do you like your handwriting?sometimes
Do you have any bad habits?haha, yeah
What is the compliment you get from most people?im more laid back than all other girls...so im like one of the guys. which is SO MUCH FUN!
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?rollercoaster ride
What's your biggest fear?spiders...among other things
Can you sing?yes i can...if you mean can i sing well, well that is a different question entirely
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?i used to. now im just me
Are you a loner?no
What are your #1 priorities in life?be me, get into a good college
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?hell yeah, im fucking awesome! lol
Are you a daredevil?sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?next question...
Are you passive or agressive?both, it depends on the situation
Do you have a journal?yep
What is your greatest strength and weakness?my weakness is not trusting myself and my strength is not caring what everyone thinks.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?i would trust myself more
Do you think you are emotionally strong?mostly
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?HA! yes. some big things i regret.
Do you think life has been good so far?for the most part im not complaining
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?shit happens, and you can move on and become stronger, or you can crawl in a hole.
What do you like the most about your body?um...i like that my eyes change colors
And least?um...i have really small boobs.
Do you think you are good looking?when i try...im no mona lisa but it works
Are you confident?96.3% of the time
What is the fictional character you are most like?i dont know...
Are you perceived wrongly?sometimes i think i am
Do You...
Smoke?nope
Do drugs?nope
Read the newspaper?i read the funnies!
Pray?not really. sometimes i do.
Go to church?no
Talk to strangers who IM you?yeah. i tell them i have diarrhea
Sleep with stuffed animals?yeah
Take walks in the rain?yeah, i love rain!
Talk to people even though you hate them?yes. im an amazing actress when it comes to that sort of thing.
Drive?yes
Like to drive fast?hell yes
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?yeah...thats kind of a weird question.
Hurt yourself?yeah
Been out of the country?yeah, london, mexico, belize, honduras, grand cayman, and canada
Eaten something that made other people sick?no
Been in love?i dont think i have, but i want to
Done drugs?no
Gone skinny dipping?ALL THE TIME!
Had a medical emergency?nope
Had surgery?nope
Ran away from home?yeah...when i was 4 i ran away to my grandmas house
Played strip poker?not really. but i would
Gotten beaten up?nope
Beaten someone up?nope
Been picked on?yeah
Been on stage?yeah
Slept outdoors?yeah
Thought about suicide?...
Pulled an all nighter?haha...several times
If yes, what is your record?um....i stayed up until 730 the next morning and watched finding nemo...
Gone one day without food?no
Talked on the phone all night?nope...i dont really like talking on the phone
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?lol...yeah. on several occasions
Slept all day?nope
Killed someone?yeah, but lets keep that hush hush...lol
Made out with a stranger?not with a stranger...
Had sex with a stranger?no
Thought you're going crazy?no, well maybe a little...
Kissed the same sex?yeah...ABBY! lmao
Done anything sexual with the same sex?no
Been betrayed?yes
Had a dream that came true?yes
Broken the law?speeding
Met a famous person?no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?yeah...i hit a skunk on the way to abbys and had to stop in the middle of the road because i cried...
On purpose?i threw a toad once to see what would happen...
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?yeah
Stolen anything?nope
Been on radio/tv?yep
Been in a mosh-pit?no...but i want to sooooo bad
Had a nervous breakdown?yeah
Bungee jumped?no
Had a dream that kept coming back?yeah
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?yeah
Miracles?yeah
Astrology?not really...
Magic?no, but i wish
God?yeah
Satan?yeah
Santa?no
Ghosts?yes
Luck?yes, definitely
Love at first sight?no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?yes
Witches?no...but that would be pretty cool...itd be like harry potter!
Easter bunny?no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?yes.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?no...but once again, i wish
Do you wish on stars?sometimes with abby
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?idk...sometimes, but other times i have my own opinion about it
Do you think God has a gender?i always thought God was a he with curly hair and that he was orange. dont ask me why
Do you believe in organized religion?yeah
Where do you think we go when we die?into the ground? but i believe in reincarnation
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?yes
Who is your best friend?abby
Who's the one person that knows most about you?abby
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?be yourself
Your favourite inside joke?gir gir de gir!
Thing you're picked on most about?my boobs
Who's your longest known friend?allison
Newest?kyle
Shyest?lauren
Funniest?abby, kyle, andy and drew
Sweetest?alll of them
Closest?abby
Weirdest?andy and drew
Smartest?kelsey
Ditziest?stacy
Friends you miss being close to the most?paul
Last person you talked to online?towner and tknight
Who do you talk to most online?um...my friends?
Who are you on the phone with most?paul
Who do you trust most?abby, lauren, kelsey
Who listens to your problems?all of my friends
Who do you fight most with?tyler
Who's the nicest?isnt this really the same as sweetest?
Who's the most outgoing?andy, drew, paul and phil
Who's the best singer?towner has a beautiful singing voice...and abby
Who's on your shit-list?haha...bamanda arrow
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?yeah
Who's your second family?my friends
Do you always feel understood?no
Who's the loudest friend?me and abby together make one really loud...noise?
Do you trust others easily?no
Who's house were you last at?kristins
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:abby, drew, kyle
Do your friends know you?yeah
Friend that lives farthest away:um...i have no idea
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?no...well, it depends
What do you find romantic?boys that smell good...
Turn-on?very sexy or fierce cologne...i like boys that smell good
Turn-off?bad breath
First kiss?ryan reed...gross
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?flattered
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or goingknowing them
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy outnot really...id do it anyway
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractivyeah
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?idk...i dont really ask them about it
What is best about the opposite sex?hehe...*dirty thoughts* lol
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?when they lie
What's the last present someone gave you?um...i cant remember
Are you in love?not at the moment
Do you consider your significant other hot?i dont have a significant other...
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?paul
You wanted to kill?i dont want to kill anyone
That you laughed at?stacy
That laughed at you?kyle
That turned you on?kyle
You went shopping with?kristin stacy and lauren and abby
That broke your heart?im not telling
To disappoint you?myself
To ask you out?hehe wouldnt you like to know
To make you cry?myself
To brighten up your day?abby
That you thought about?kyle
You saw a movie with?kyle and clennon *war of the worlds*
You talked to on the phone?um...my mom
You talked to through IM/ICQ?tyler
You saw?my brother
You lost?nick
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?nope
Will it be with your significant other?...no
Or some random person?random people are fun!
What are you wearing right now?clothing
Body part you're touching right now:kinky...im not touching myself at all...im touching the keyboard...does that count?
What are you worried about right now?um...im not answering that
What book are you reading?im not
What's on your mousepad?purple
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:worried, freaked, nervous, excited, giddy
Are you bored?a little bit
Are you tired?yep yep
Are you talking to anyone online?tyler
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?no
Are you lonely or content?mostly content
Are you listening to music?no...for once my stereo is silent

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i think im in love...   
10:38pm 02/07/2005
 
mood: so sO SO HAPPY!
music: none...SURPRISING!


You Are 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained



The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.



The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.













I GOT BUTTERFLIES! *giggles*
 
     

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help me to forget...   
05:05pm 01/07/2005
 
mood: screaming
music: when september ends-green day
I am currently looking for...

1. dark curly hair
2. big green eyes
3. muscles (specifically abs)
4. someone to make me laugh...a lot
5. someone who has one of those men in black memory eraser things...because seriously, all i want to do is forget this whole week ever happened.

ok, this is really all i have left in me to say...this is all the fight i have left...



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notta lotta goin down in mi vida loca...(crazy life for you nonspanish speakers...)   
09:55pm 27/06/2005
 
mood: full of hickeys on my arms..
music: backstreet boys! the most awesome people EVER!
so yeah, life hasnt been to exciting lately. i've been in the pool a lot...and im really sunburnt. but today my mommy made us (me dani and ymmit) get out of the pool...because of the goddammed thunder...the bastard. and i was mad. so i told her that if she made me play games with her i would give myself a hickey...sure enough, she made me play trivial pursuit with her, and being true to my threat, i gave myself a hickey...on the arm. its pretty fuckin sweet bitches! i love it. its pretty small though, im thinking i should prolly enlarge it, because that would make it ten times cooler...true, true. yeah. and thats about it...so yeah. im out. maybe next time ya'all can hear about another one of my sweet makeout sessions with another random person...who the hell knows who it will be this time...lol. what can i say, im working my way up to whore status.

lata playas!
 
     

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IM BAAAAACK!   
11:04pm 22/06/2005
 
mood: sleepy
music: siberia-backstreet boys
so im back...for the time being. who knows how long this will last. how do you like my new icon picture thing??? its the little worm from the LABYRINTH!!!! great movie. i watched it 4 times in the past 2 days...i have no life. but yeah, im now kind of a whore. which has been fun. so yeah, thats me. later all.
 
     

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long time...   
09:40am 18/05/2005
 
mood: awake
music: the sounds of keyboards in the media center
so...it's only been 3 months since ive written in this thing...but you know how it goes. i have more of a life than i thought, i guess...ok. im done. off to do some math for the one and only math king mr steve mcwherter...who is both mine and beth's hero...later all
 
     

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today...yesterday...all the days...   
03:37pm 17/02/2005
 
mood: blah
music: gone-kelly clarkson
not much. BAH!

song of the month...IS...

i will not make,
the same mistakes that you did,
i will not let myself,
cause my heart so much misery,
i will not break the way you did,
you fell so hard,
i've learned the hard way,
to never let it get that far...

because of you,
i never stray too far from the sidewalk,
because of you,
i've learned to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt,
because of you
i find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
because of you
i am afraid
 
     

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media center update con beth   
10:23am 09/02/2005
 
mood: ecstatic
music: the sounds of keyboards...
So today has been the greatest day of my life. I got my fabric last night and it's amazing...blue fishies (NOT fishES) with green stripes on them. its gonna be an amazing quilt, if i do say so myself. Then second hour i got to hang out with the almighty math king himself...mr mcwherter...beth's, and my, HERO! (sorry towner...but you're number 2 compared to this amazing manly math man) although, i do love towner very much...so maybe if he dedicates an entry to me, he will be my hero again...hint hint, wink wink

then activity period rolled around, and im supposed to be typing my 9 page research paper for english, but i dont really feel like it. so i dont think im gonna right now. H DUB JUST WALKED IN! I LOVE YOU HENRY! anyway...i asked math king if i could go to the media center and he obviously said yes. in the hallway i ran into BETH! THE ONE AND ONLY MATH PRINCESS! (i would say math queen, but then she would be married to mr mcwherter...and he is like, 90, so thats just a little bit of an age difference right there...not to mention we dont want another freeman/kristie going on in our school) i asked beth, math princess, if she wanted to come to the media center and do an update with me! AND SHE SAID YES! amazing, i know. and then AMY CROSS came in and now we are all sitting next to each other doing our updates at the SAME TIME! crazy...i love it. it makes me smile...( )<~~~~~~~ that much!

so last night at practizzle we learned the senior night dance. i love it mucho a lot. it makes me happy because it isnt a stupid piece of shit dance that we keep doing. like competition...(getting first in prop is like getting last in everything else) and i have to say that i am SO EXCITED to see what marys 4 counts are....is that mean? because i know shes going to do something really gay. i kind of want to tell phillip to yell out something like...you suck! or you're fat! or how the hell did you make the dance team ugly red head bitch whore fag? when she does her counts. is that mean? i dont think so. because she really does suck. and she really is fat. and she really is an ugly red head bitch whore fag. so yeah, if he yelled any of that, it would all be true. so i suppose thats ok.

then today i left a comment about great memories that i had with my all-time favorite (and only) cousin christine! ok, so i have more than one cousin...but i dont really know who they are...so she can be my only one. and my favorite one. so BAH!

I WANT TO GET THE NOTEBOOK! NOW!

ok, so i think thats about all for now. im out. later commentators and math lovers...

GO ILLINI! STILL UNDEFEATED! #1!
 
     

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in one of my moods...   
09:14pm 04/02/2005
 
mood: confused
music: boulevard of broken dreams-green day
so today was a big piece of bull poop. it was a BLAH day.

1. school...nuff said

2. went out to eat chinese food with abby and kaitballs...and i hit EVERY SINGLE RED LIGHT from tolono on 45 to green street. and i am not even kidding. i hit EVERY SINGLE DAMN LIGHT!!!

3. game...we lost. we had to sell 50/50. we had to dance with all of the anorexic/bulimic illinettes.

i got asked to go to the guy's show...and to see missing the point's 200the show...i didnt do either. im just in one of those moods. im getting all depressed again. WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS??? does anyone know why? and how do i make it stop? i dont like doctors...they kinda scare me...so i dont want to go see one. there should be some homemade remedy for depression that i can just make out of chocolate and chinese food. and the occassional popcorn ball. serioulsy...this is a bunch of BS. im so sick of feeling like im worthless.

i wrote a poem the other day about a mountain (me) who stands all strong and stuff, but then an earthquake (life and its bullshit) makes the mountain (still me) come crashing down in a heap, crushing everything beneath it. it made sense at the time.
 
     

(5 Punk Rock Princesss | Groove to the music of my life)

 
crying...it feels so good   
09:00pm 01/02/2005
 
mood: happy
i went and saw phantom of the opera with abby last night. OMG! it was so effin' good! and we cried. in the back of the theater with our sour patch kids and our popcorn. and my water bottle. and we weren't crying because something in our lives went bad or because we were just depressed. we cried because of the movie. because it was (sounds corny) BEAUTIFUL! it was happy and sad at the same time and i just got so emotional. but it felt SO GOOD to get out those tears. knowing that for once, i was crying because of someone else...not because something bad happened to me to screw up my life and send me right back down the shit hole. im still on that high...

i want to go see it again.







the notebook come out on the 8th...im having a partay and we are all going to watch it and cry. good cries. it will be good. im excited.
 
     

(1 Punk Rock Princess | Groove to the music of my life)

 
a tip from beth...   
01:57pm 28/01/2005
 
mood: annoyed
music: the sounds of keyboards
so im taking a tip from beth and im doing a media center update. because apparently they are the best kinds. so here goes my media center update...

so dance practice last night was a complete waste of my time. therefore i am not going to waste your time by writing about it. even though i already have wasted some of your time. im sorry.

today was amazing! i got a letter from these people...ISSI...and i have been selected to represent the great state of Illinois and the United States in track in Australia this summer. KICK ASS! that's almost like the Olympics or something! the only thing is that i dont know if im going to be able to go because i dont think im going to have enough money...and i dont really know how much im going to need or how im going to get it...but still...i really want to go! so if anyone, ANYONE, would help me fundraise, that would be amazing! and i would love you forever...so yeah...HEHE!

media center updates are pretty damn cool...i must admit this. too bad gay mrs myers isnt here...she is so amazing to make fun of.

anywho...im seriously pissed of at a certain person who will remain nameless until the end of this post...because seriously, where the hell does she get off thinking that she can start shit between me and two of my best friends? because that is totally not cool and i really dont appreciate it. SERIOUSLY!!! WHAT IS HER DEAL? now i hear that she said that abby turned around and told her that it sucks to be her because she isnt going to have a prom date. grr...shes not doing a very good job of making/keeping friends...not that i was her friend to begin with. but ya know. i guess thats kinda bitchy. but i really dont care right now.

its about mindy.
 
     

(1 Punk Rock Princess | Groove to the music of my life)

 
MINE IS SOOOO MUCH BETTER THAN TOWNER'S!   
03:56pm 27/01/2005
 
mood: bouncy
music: nada...weird
Which Napoleon Dynamite Character are You? by MemeMoose
Username
Favorite Color
Amount of times you have seen the movie
You areNapoleon
Your future career isA professional dancer
Quote that sums up your life"It's a liger. It's pretty much my favorite animal."
Overall coolness factor: 96%
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(Groove to the music of my life)

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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